11/2/03
I found this while cleaning today, I guess
fourteen years doesn't change much:
How many more times
Will I make the mistakes
That qualify me as a child?
I want to grow up
But seems pretty hard
To change my crazy ways.
Nineteen must mean
The middle of doubt,
Because I surely can't decide
Why I am here and
What will I do and
Who hides behind these eyes.
gbŠ 1989